Assalamualaikum.
I see you walking with the girl you replaced me with. You looked at me and you make it looks like we've never met. I looked at you, yes, I see you happy with her. All I can say is I'm Happy for you..those words might come out of my mouth like that, but inside, it kills me how you acts like you don't know me and to see you with someone else.
When I was a kid I used to think being in love was something magical, something special. But when I fell for you all my expectations of love shattered. I thought you loved me, you said you loved me, but now your leaving me for someone else. This is not the fairytale story I wanted. I loved you, I still do, but now I'm brokenhearted, I let you in, I gave you my all, but you just played with my heart, you lied. You said we'd always be together, you promised we'd always be together...
I must be dumb for believing all those lies. I should've known from the start you had someone else in mind. Now I'm lost in my own book, stuck between the chapters. I bet you're going to use my pain to get some laughter. Why didn't you tell me the way you really felt in the beginning? Or that you didn't feel the same? Now the only thing in mind is to cause people pain, release all my anger. I put up with this for way too long. I try to do right, but fakes do me wrong. Please stop pretending and act like you know how I feel. Everything you've said lately has been unreal. If you want to know, look in my heart, you'll be suprised at what you find. A bunch of doors that are not in line. Some are damaged, crooked, and some are crazy designs. Twisted and tied, because this whole thing has been a lie.
You know I was there for you every single moment. You weren't there when I really needed you. You preferred someone else when you had the choice of coming back and start a new page. You better not come back to me with a broken heart and ask for my love, because I'm not going to heal you. I learned from you. You don't deserve me. I once loved you and you pushed me away. I'm not a game you can have me and then throw me away. Nope. My dignity comes first. I'm not coming back!!! I moved on.
In the end, you'll know which people really love you. They're the ones who see you for who you are and no matter what, always find a way to be at YOUR SIDE.
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