Life di US

Hai Assalamualaikum semua!

Wow lamanya tak sentuh benda ni. Hi, korang sihat? Aku baik baik saja. Seingat aku last aku update blog masa nak tunggu result upu. And now, aku dahpun masuk U dan paling dasyat, aku tak update sampailah kita semua dah start puasa harini. Haha. Sebenarnya aku ada banyak sangat cerita nak share dengan korang, tapi aku slow slow dulu lah. Aku tak tahu lah kenapa malas sangat nak update blog before ni. Ok lah punca dia mungkin sebab laptop aku tak berapa elok, dan gambar susah nak bawa masuk. Tapi ok je sebenarnya, malas tu penting. Haha.


Aku sambung belajar dekat UiTM segamat yang ada segelintir orang panggil US. Haha. Ni lah membe yang aku jumpa dulu masa MDS. Yang kenyit mata comel molek tu Azimah. Aku yang jumpa Azi dulu masa beratur ikut kolej. Dia kos perakaunan. So bila MDS, kadang-kadang suruh berkumpul ikut kos, so aku terjumpa sorang lagi. Namanya Adibah. Kos sama dengan aku, Sains komputer cs110. Hehehe. Dan lebih bagus lagi diba sama kolej dengan aku juga. Sama aras. Wing dia sebelah aku je. Hah, masatu memang lega lah sebab ada member kan. Tapi, bila mula bahagikan kelas, boleh pulak lain kelas T_T Aku kelas JCS1101G dan diba JCS1101H. Sebelah je pun. Haha agak kecewa duh masa tengok kelas kiteorang lain. 

Lepas habis MDS, maka haruslah memulakan kuliah pertama dengan dup dap dup dap. Haha. 

Tahu tak, masa first kuliah, kiteorang semua terus kena ambil gambar kelas. Dahlah masa tu, semua orang masing-masing tak tahu nama classmates masing-masing. Tapi kan, nasib baiklah masa ambil gambar semua chill je macam dah kenal haha. So ni lah classmates aku. Kelas JCS1101G. Yang tinggi-tinggi lelakinya. Jarang aku jumpa lelaki tinggi dari aku. Bila masuk kelas ni, semua tinggi. Kecuali budak-budak perempuannya lah. Pendek belaka. Hahaha. Im just kidding.

Membe classmate paling rapat? Hihi ada. Aku main grab je tangan budak ni masa nak gi kuliah. Budak ni nama dia haziqah. Dari selangor. Nak tahu tak apa keistimewaan kiteorang berdua? Beza tinggi aku dengan dia 20 cm. Kau rasa? Hahahah manis tak kami? Hihi. 



Nilah budak kecik tu. Hahaha aku selalu panggil dia budak kecik. Kalau dia lambat keluar bilik atau dia selalu terlupa kelas kat mana, aku panggil dia budak kecik. Hehehe mesti dia geram en. Tapi memang betul kan dia kecil. Haha. Pendek kan comel. Ramai cakap macamtu -_- Kesian aku yang tinggi ni

Act, aku baru je duduk US ni 2 minggu. Tapi banyak dah cerita kat sini. Sampaikan aku malas jugaklah nak cerita kat sini. Haha sori. Eh tak lupa juga romomate aku. Nama dia Faharna. Akak senior sem 5. Sebilik dua orang je. So aku berdua dengan senior HAHAHA. Tak kelakar. Aku panggil dia kak Ana. Kos sains matematik. Hahaha aku lega namampus weh. Sebab akak ni sekepala gila dengan aku, sama perangai, sama sama ah. Hahaha. Pernah tau, kiteorang berbual sampai azan maghrib pun still berbual. Ketawa terbahak-bahak tahan airliur je dalam tekak. Hahaha selekeh sia aku. Aku gurau je. hihik. Tapi memang best. Lagi-lagi bila membe-membe senior aku ni datang bilik, memang meriah. Aku kenal kak dayang dengan kak dayah. Best lah juga akak-akak ni. Memang sekepala sedarah sedaging lah sangat. Haha.

Hmm, aku rasa sampai sini je lah kut aku nak cerita. Aku dah cerita pasal roommate, classmate, pasal u, kos, hahah so cukup lah eh, Benda lain tu private ehem. Hehek bye Asslamualaikum.


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Regret?

Assalamualaikum.

I see you walking with the girl you replaced me with. You looked at me and you make it looks like we've never met. I looked at you, yes, I see you happy with her. All I can say is I'm Happy for you..those words might come out of my mouth like that, but inside, it kills me how you acts like you don't know me and to see you with someone else. 

When I was a kid I used to think being in love was something magical, something special. But when I fell for you all my expectations of love shattered. I thought you loved me, you said you loved me, but now your leaving me for someone else. This is not the fairytale story I wanted. I loved you, I still do, but now I'm brokenhearted, I let you in, I gave you my all, but you just played with my heart, you lied. You said we'd always be together, you promised we'd always be together...

I must be dumb for believing all those lies. I should've known from the start you had someone else in mind. Now I'm lost in my own book, stuck between the chapters. I bet you're going to use my pain to get some laughter. Why didn't you tell me the way you really felt in the beginning? Or that you didn't feel the same? Now the only thing in mind is to cause people pain, release all my anger. I put up with this for way too long. I try to do right, but fakes do me wrong. Please stop pretending and act like you know how I feel. Everything you've said lately has been unreal. If you want to know, look in my heart, you'll be suprised at what you find. A bunch of doors that are not in line. Some are damaged, crooked, and some are crazy designs. Twisted and tied, because this whole thing has been a lie.

You know I was there for you every single moment. You weren't there when I really needed you. You preferred someone else when you had the choice of coming back and start a new page. You better not come back to me with a broken heart and ask for my love, because I'm not going to heal you. I learned from you. You don't deserve me. I once loved you and you pushed me away. I'm not a game you can have me and then throw me away. Nope. My dignity comes first. I'm not coming back!!! I moved on.

In the end, you'll know which people really love you. They're the ones who see you for who you are and no matter what, always find a way to be at YOUR SIDE.
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